December 2010
21 posts
New Year, No Plans.
Usually the New Year would be spent with my family, watching Dick Clark on tv and the ball in New York dropping. How wonderful it must be out there amidst the music and parties. We would have a bag of manually shredded pieces of paper as makeshift confetti, and as the countdown ends…3…2…1…we’d toss the confetti up in the air, at each other, and make a toast with...
Back.
Back in Cali. I miss everyone in Texas…I admit I cried a little when I saw Cali through the plane window. Back to reality. But I’m so glad I got to spend christmas at home.
ripplingthoughts-deactivated201 asked: I know I understand jeyn....well not completely, you invested a lot time and love into him so I can see how it would bother you if a million memories came flooding back. I'm always here if you need to talk, sorry about having such a busy week, but I will cherish always seeing you in the mall, it made my day :)
Reese's for breakfast.
I woke up several times this morning, but refused to get up. Reasons being 1) I’m sooooo sore from playing tennis 3 hours yesterday. I haven’t done that in years. And 2) I just didn’t want to face the fact that it’s my last day home, and the fact that I let myself get so upset over everything I freaking cried. But I needed that, a lot has happened since school started, glad...
ripplingthoughts-deactivated201 asked: I know I understand jeyn....well not completely, you invested a lot time and love into him so I can see how it would bother you if a million memories came flooding back. I'm always here if you need to talk, sorry about having such a busy week, but I will cherish always seeing you in the mall, it made my day :)
I wouldn't change anything now.
It’s 2 am Monday. I can’t believe my week here in Killeen, my home, is drawing to a close. I feel like I’ve done so much, yet there’s so much to do still - and there’s no time. Coming back I’ve seen so many familiar faces, and it’s just been so amazing seeing all my friends again. Those I’ve been hanging out with recently are my true friends....
I'm just blazing pissed at you. But I won't show...
It must’ve took the will of God for not letting me beat the shit out of you when I first saw you. I don’t understand why I was smiling. Look how happy I can be without you. I’m perfectly fine. Thanks for mentioning her name and talking about your first date. I’m totally happy for you. Can’t believe I’m feeding this bullshit to you, and you’re sapping it...
Times like these.
While not everyone I knew showed up to bowling and whatnot tonight, it’s still nice to see the friends that did come out. Bowling, eating at IHOP, chilling, playing BS and Spades and listening to music - it all brought me back, and I really felt like I was home again. I missed my friends, I missed being able to joke, and laugh like I mean it. It’s just been so relaxing returning to the...
Christmastime.
Deck the halls, hang the lights, put up the tree. It’s that time of year I love best - Christmas!
This year however, I won’t be spending it with my parents and sister, and even dog, Jett, for the first time ever…it’s kind of sad, it feels really different this year. But at least in San Diego, I have family. My cousins came down, decked the tree and had an early Christmas,...
Listen
I want these.
"Going the Distance."
No, it’s not the Hercules song I’m referring to, but rather Drew Barrymore’s new romantic comedy in which she is co-starring with Justin Long. Curled up in a fleece blanket, I watched the movie with my aunt and uncle as we all munched on a Costco-sized bag of chips and a literal tub of licorice. The movie was really great, had the right amount of comedy, right amount of...
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It’s so friggin dry.
Had a nosebleed. I hate those.
And I’m sick, coughing and blowing mucus from my nose.
And it’s that time of month.
I’m losing all my fluids. T___T
AND it’s finals.
So much to do and I’m so distracted with just trying to BREATHE.